After nearly a month of contemplation, I believe I am prepared to address my friend's inquiry regarding my decision to refrain from sharing my graduation picture.

In all honesty, my sentiment towards graduation is not entirely one of pure happiness; however, I am undeniably filled with immense pride upon completing my academic journey. I am immensely grateful to the individuals who provided me with their unwavering support.

In reflecting on my academic experience, I would like to address a situation involving one of my teachers who inadvertently overlooked grading our 100-question that will serve as our final examination from the preliminary to final stages. As a result, I received a lower grade of 2.50. Observing others posting about "Laude Sana" and reflecting on my own experiences, I couldn't help but feel a sense of disappointment whenever I heard the graduation song. It seems as though my efforts were not fully recognized due to my teacher's oversight in not recording my achievements and her absence from teaching, which was influenced by her circumstances. In summary, despite my best efforts, I received a failing grade from my teacher.

In light of the ever-present nature of change, I believe I am prepared to embrace new experiences and confront any challenges that may come my way. My goal is to maintain a positive outlook, find happiness, and continue striving for further accomplishments.

Dear self, 
I understand that it may sometimes feel discouraging, as the rewards may not always seem proportional to the hard work you are investing in. However, I want to encourage you to keep pushing forward and thriving in your pursuits. Remember, every sleepless night and every ounce of effort you put in is not in vain. It is all contributing to your growth and development as an individual. I believe that a new chapter is waiting for you, filled with opportunities and possibilities. So, please continue to persevere and remain steadfast in your dedication. You are capable of achieving great things, and I do not doubt that your hard work will pay off in due time. Keep your head held high and stay focused on your goals. Trust in yourself and your abilities, for you have the strength and determination to overcome any challenges that come your way. Wishing you all the best as you embark on this new chapter of your life. 

-SSC